"Race" Report

I use the term loosely, but I felt a "race" report was in order after the adventure that I had Sunday in the 100K at Rocky Hill Ranch, Smithville, Texas.  First, my alarm went off at 2:15am.  When my friend picked me up at 3am I heard neighbors out still drinking and having fun from the night before…Wow, have my priorities changed.  After picking up another friend, we hit the road to Smithville.  The website said check in was at 4am.  We arrived at the ranch and there was ONE car there…seriously, we thought we had the day wrong.  When a few people finally showed up we went to check in and I asked how many people were in the 100K….only 20 had signed up!  Geez, this was going to be brutal.  

On the up side, the weather was great - mid-40s.  We got our gear and got back in the car until 3 minutes before the start.  The gun went off at 5am and we began our trek through the dark woods.  I have to say, there are so many things I hate about running in the dark (especially on a trail), but so many things that I like - like not being able to see what is coming next and just putting one foot in front of the other until you are back around.  That's right - back around - FOUR loops….this seemed fine in my mind originally, but turns out that loops with no other runners around is not that exciting in a race situation.  The course was actually really nice and very runable and very fast - if you don't run you will think that is silly - shouldn't a course be runable?  But if you run trails at all you know that one of the bonuses is a trail that is not SO runable, one where you have a good, plausible reason to hike or walk or just stop running for a section.  I think there was only about 1300 feet of elevation on each loop and hardly any plausible reasons not to run every section.  

So, it's dark, I am enjoying the weather and the trail, an hour has passed and it happens….My first fall….usually my falls are really bad.  For perspective, I have fallen 4 times just this month.  I have serious problems with staying upright on a trail.  I may need to re-think my hobby.  I was grateful this one didn't completely rip up my knees.  It did, however, tweak my ankle and shin.  I decided to just go with it.  It bothered me and I wasn't used to being bothered, because short of ripped knees, I generally stay pretty healthy and injury free.  I met up with my friend around 10 miles and we ran in the first loop together - 2:22ish…pretty solid.  Fast forward to loop 2 - I put my music on, make a pact with myself to not fast forward through any songs (distraction = falling) and settle in.  The sun has come up and now I can see how beautiful the course really is - the bluebonnets and other wildflowers are amazing.  That alone may have been worth getting up.  Around mile 29, I completely bust it.  I am bleeding from knee to toe - both knees and both toes.  I can tell I not only ripped the skin, but there are serious contusions  forming below all the blood and dirt.  The good thing is that now I cannot feel my ankle/shin that had been bothering me for the last 21 miles….glass half full!  The bad news is that I really banged myself up and now I am kind of half hobble running….always a good look.  By this point, my friend has pointed out that she tweaked her knee and is having a hard time too.  We get back around another loop in 2:30 - still a solid effort for all of the stopping, falling, etc. that was taking place.  We both grab some food…OH that was another thing - there was ONE aid station….at the END of the loop.  Both of my friends showed up with nothing thinking they would just eat in the aid stations….ummm, yeah, no that was not happening.  So, we hobble out for our third loop, getting about 2 1/2 miles in and we both just look at each other and decide to call it a day.  We turn around and run back, passing the 3 other runners on the trail (only 14 actually showed up).  This was never on the calendar as a race for either of us and we didn't need to beat ourselves up in a training run when there are other races that we would like to actually do well in later in the season.  This is what I call maturity!  I would have never called a race 4 years ago….but this week I did and I don't feel the least bit guilty about it.  I was home by noon, hung out with my family and friends and enjoyed a day in the sun…..AND I still got 34 miles in.  

So, I will take this as a successful training day and as the kick off to training for the next real race…which apparently is no joke and is in 7 weeks…Jemez 50 Miler, Los Alamos, New Mexico…..time to train!

I Signed Up for What?

So, in keeping with the theme of consistency this year and one of my concrete rules of not missing a race that I have signed up for, I find myself preparing to "run" a 100K outside of Austin this Sunday.  To say I am undertrained is an understatement (pun intended).  How did this happen?  Well, one night after a little too much wine (yes, there is a theme developing here), I got online and thought, what the heck, I am sure I will need a long run that weekend.  This seems like a great way to satisfy that requirement for the week.  Fast forward 4 weeks and while I have been "consistent," I am in no way ready to take on a 62 mile race.  I have done a few greenbelt runs of 16-17 miles and pretty much the only other distances since the Austin Marathon (uh, that was a loooonnnng time ago) have been 7-10 miles.  I have focused on strength training and hill work, but let's face it, that stuff doesn't make or break you in a race in Texas.  Plus, I had the brilliant idea of calendaring two of my strength training workouts back to back this Thursday and Friday....I am "sure" I will recover nicely by 5am Sunday. And Hell actually WILL freeze over......Not only am I extremely undertrained, but my "race" nutrition plan is a disaster....in that I: 1) have no plan and 2) have not been training with food at all this year.  Add the fact that I actually don't even have a pair of trail shoes that would cut it in this race and the last time I used my headlamp was when I paced a friend at Leadville in 2012....this sounds like a horrible idea.  So, I am undertrained, nutritionally challenged and have some equipment issues for lack of a better word.  Nevertheless, I plan on waking up at 2am this Sunday - yes, 2 FLIPPING AM.....because the race starts at 5am and is about an hour from my house.  I must say, I have not missed the ridiculousness of waking at such obscene hours to run.  While I am up drinking coffee and stumbling in the dark around my house, my sweet husband and three kids will be sound asleep and for the first time in months, there is nothing on the family agenda this Sunday, so they will wake and leisurely enjoy their day....a rarity in our house.  I will go out and run because I committed to myself to do it.  It will most inevitably suck at some point - hopefully later rather than sooner in the day.  However, the irony is, I actually do these races because of that point during the race when it does suck - when you are done - when you can't run or walk one more step -- and yet, you do.  We all have busy lives - work, family, relationships, commitments - being on the trail is an opportunity to focus on one thing...putting one foot in front of the other.  Having a good race means leaving everything out on the course....whether you are walking, running or crawling.   There is something very cathardic about the entire process.  At the end of a good race you may be beat up, but you feel renewed.  So, I will line up on Sunday, and I can't say that I will finish all five loops, but I plan to do as much as I can and push forward to renewal.  If nothing else it's just a damn good way to start a week.

Running in Guatemala…Not So Much

One of my best friends invited me to join her and others on a trip to Guatemala for her 40th birthday.  I was more than happy to help her celebrate in a country that I had not traveled to yet.  I told her and the other girls that were going to be sure to pack their running clothes, because we would be getting in at least 3 runs while we were there.  As an aside, I always pack my running clothes when I travel and I use them less than 1% of the time….I just can't seem to wake up early to get the work in when I am on vacation….I'd rather leisurely drink my coffee and plan the day's activities.  BUT, I was re-committed, surely this was going to be my time to make this happen!  As usual, I was indeed overestimating myself and this time my schedule for this vacation.  Did I run?  Not one single time in the 5 days that I was gone.  However, after a little reflection on my activities on this particular trip, I don't feel guilty at all…..  

Day 1: My alarm went off at 3:45am last Thursday for my 6am flight.  I was determined not to check a bag so that I could get in and out of the airport quickly, so my carryon weighed about 50 pounds.  Arm workout - check.  When we arrived in Guatemala, we immediately set off for a "walking" tour of Antigua.  Our guide was very informative and was a fast walker.  We followed him around the city for a few hours.  Cardio - check.  When we arrived back at our hotel, one of the girls traveling with us said she had to plank for 8 minutes because it was part of a 30 day challenge she was doing.  I decided to join.  Core workout - check.  Day 2: Wake up, have coffee - plank.  Core - check.  Hike an active volcano outside of Antigua ("Paycaya").  Hill work - check.  Walk to and from dinner in the rain.  Cardio - check.  Day 3: Hour+ bike ride through several villages outside of Antigua on cobble streets for 3/4 of the trip and on the highway/dirt roads for 1/4 of the trip.  Arm/Leg/Cardio - check.  We then set out for our next destination on Lake Atitlan.  After arriving by boat to our hotel we encountered a sign that said: "350 steps to the entrance of hotel."  Hill work - check.  Day 4: Hike Cerro de Oro in small village on Lake Atitlan.  When we arrived at the top of Cerro de Oro, our native guide told us to wait while he asked the gods if we could go to the top.  Apparently we passed the test and were allowed up.  (This little town is made up of the Maya people - we encountered a Maya ceremony on the way up Cerro de Oro where several Maya "priests" were making a fire and later in the day villagers would arrive at the fire to ask the priests for things they needed….super cool).  After arriving at the top, we asked our guide if the gods would mind if we planked - so, on the top of a mountain on the side of a lake in Guatemala, we dropped down for a plank.  Cardio - check.    Hill work - check.  Core - check.  Cool factor - check.  We then headed over to the zip line in Panajachel.  I had never really done a zip line like this before…..another hike, 8 different zip lines down and then an obstacle course of swinging rope ladders and swings to top it off.  Cardio - check.  Arms - check.  Arrive back at our hotel for another 350 steps up to the entrance.  Hill work - check.  Day 5: travel back to the States.

So, no running, but pretty sure no fitness was lost on this vacation.  Happy Birthday Heather Sasser…it was quite an adventure!!

Thank Goodness for Hot Sauce...

As with most type-A, OCD personalities, having one goal at a time is just simply insufficient.  So, as it goes, I have not only committed myself to at least five days of running, but I also decided somewhere along the way to try to re-vamp my "diet."  I use that term as in "what I eat everyday" and not in the context of I am on a "diet" - see prior entry on "juice cleanse" if you want to see how well those attempts go for me.  This process came about after my trainer challenged me to enter ALL of my food and more importantly my drinks into a little app that calculates your calories and breaks down your food into categories.  Well, I thought I had this, no problem...in my mind, I eat healthy pretty much under the 80/20 rule...that is, I eat healthy Monday-Thursday (maybe Friday, but unlikely) and then I do what I want on the weekend, still keeping in mind what I thought were key points.  I don't eat pasta, I thought I had a pretty high protein based diet - which would be good for rebuilding muscle after workouts and runs - I knew I drank too much wine which is just empty calories, but frankly every single runner I know is a power drinker...this seemed of no consequence to me.  Well, well, a day of entering my time into that forsaken app and WOW I was waaaay off base.  Apparently the protein I like (e.g. nuts, nut butter, red meat, olive oil, eggs, avocados) while good fat was making up around 50% of my calories in the day!  Whoa!  All of a sudden I felt completely frozen in my food choices - I really wanted a steak topped with a fried egg :) - did I have to eat grilled chicken everyday - or most of the time.  Surely there was shortcut... After about 2 weeks of denial and a large Costco bag of pistachios later, I accepted it...if I want to see changes in my workouts and how my body handles that, I have to make food changes.  As the saying goes, you can out-eat any good workout.  Food does matter.  So, with a heavy heart and very little enthusiasm I made myself a broccoli, egg white (oh I missed those butter yellows) scramble this morning.....all I can say is, everything tastes better with hot sauce!

Turning a Corner....

I heard my kids at 5:45 this morning, they were convinced it was another snow day.  I told them no way, it's not even sprinkling outside, much less snowing.  Then, I checked my phone...yes, indeed school was delayed for 2 hours and it was about 27 degrees outside, but apparently felt like the teens.  So, why on earth was I dying to get my run in?  I HATE the cold.  I didn't even own a real coat until I went to Chicago in law school in March, thinking it would be balmy there, and had to buy one when I quickly got a taste of "winter."  I would never survive in the Dakotas, Siberia, Antarctica...you get the idea.  On top of this serious disdain for the cold, I had an entire 2 extra hours to sit around, drink coffee, watch the news, take a nap, you name it, until I had to "officially" start my day, at least according to the school authorities that be.  A month ago, this would have been a no-brainer...a fool-proof excuse not to run...people aren't even out driving.  No one would expect me to stick to my "resolutions" today.  Instead of dreading gearing up for a cold run, I couldn't wait to get outside.  Am I ready to move up North?  Uh, no.  But, as I ran this morning it hit me -- it wasn't that I suddenly embraced the cold.  I had turned a corner.  For the first time in a very long time, I looked forward to my run and it did not disappoint.  

Gloves

I headed out for my first long run in a year completely unprepared for the weather.  Although I looked at my "weather" app, all I saw was mid-forties and maybe a little sprinkling of rain.  So, I left my gloves behind.  It only took about 3 minutes for me to realize that this was going to be a l-o-n-g 20 miles without gloves as the wind began howling and the "sprinkles" of rain sheeting across my now red hands.  Thank goodness I at least had some company for 17 miles of the run.  I met one friend about 1.5 miles in and then we picked up another friend on the road around mile 4 and met a big group down at the Lake for the 7 mile loop.  Having good friends to rag on you while you are in misery always keeps your mind off the running part.  In fact, staying on topic, it seems that I have been the butt of a few jokes because I lost a pair of gloves of a very good friend of mine and I am a complete idiot and instead of asking her how much they cost made an assumption and that assumption was so wrong!!  Yikes!!  This is why I love these people - they will call you out in a flash...you cannot get away with anything...whether you are trying or not!  They are like family with all the good and bad that comes with being family.  If you don't have a group like this to run with, I highly recommend finding one.  The key is that they can't be too nice or too mean - just the right amount of each seems to keep the motivation (and friendships) strong.  So, here are the lessons learned on this cold, rainy, windy Super Bowl Sunday morning:  1) if it is below 50 degrees OR windy, wear your gloves...PERIOD; and 2) if you borrow a pair of gloves, make sure to find out how much they actually cost before you write the check!  

The Polar Vortex - SABOTAGE!

Sabotage!  So, the Polar Vortex continues in Austin and it is really putting a kink in my "nutritional" aspirations.  That is, I have a desire and longing to "eat clean" (I feel healthier just using that phrase), but everything in me just wants to bake and eat cookies!  With a sudden change in the weather from pleasant winter days to hail, sleet and even a little snow, my inner Barefoot Contessa immediately came out (not that I can cook like her, but I like to eat like she cooks).  So, the cooking and eating began yesterday after I picked up my kids from school.  First, we baked my grandmother's famous "tea cakes."  These are yummy little delights that are somewhere between a shortbread cookie and a biscuit. When I was in grade school I actually didn't like really sweet things (I would much rather just have seconds on mashed potatoes!), so my grandmother would make these for me.  She would pick me up from school and when I got back to her house there they would be on the kitchen counter waiting on me.  When we made these yesterday I limited my kids (not myself unfortunately) to 2 cookies - no matter how much they whined for more, I said no.  There were no such limits when I ate these in my grandmother's kitchen as a child.  I made a pot of coffee at 5pm and enjoyed several of these little beauties...later, I enjoyed a glass (ok, maybe 2) of wine and a few more.  My plan was to do my long run today so I wasn't hugely concerned, but then my husband called and said he was stuck out of town.  So, the next day did not start with a nice long 20 miler as intended, instead, it started with cinnamon rolls!    School was cancelled after all and there were 7 kids running around my yard.  It's really about the kids.  I tried not to eat one, but seriously, it's a "snow day" I can't be expected to eat like a bird.  What if we are snowed in for days and I can't get to the store?  I better bulk up now - survival. Some days you just have to roll with it....I just got a call from my neighbor who invited us over for "comfort food" - there may have been a mention of homemade french onion soup...looks like today (and yesterday) are going to be my days to let it roll!  

Mamaw's Tea Cakes

Ingredients:

1/2 Cup Shortening (yes, for real....but luckily you can use butter as alternative)

1 Cup Sugar

1/3 Cup Milk

1 Tsp Vanilla

1 Egg

2 1/2 Cups Flour

1/2 Tsp Cream of Tarter

1/4 Tsp Salt

1/2 Tsp Baking Soda

Cream shortening/butter and sugar; then mix in egg, milk and vanilla until smooth.  Sift together all dry ingredients into a large bowl then slowly add dry mixture to the sugar/butter mix.  Mix all well.  Roll out dough onto lightly floured surface or between sheets of wax paper to about 1/8 thickness.  Cut with large round cookie cutter or large glass cup.  Bake at 400 degrees for 5-7 minutes.

Grateful

Living in a first world country and in the bubble that is central Austin, it is really difficult at times to be cognizant of just how extremely lucky most of us are and to take time out to be grateful for all the things, people and experiences in our lives.  If you aren't living in a part of the world where your next meal may not come for days or where your life is in danger every minute of the day, ironically, it takes real effort to make time in your day to stop and just be grateful.  I guess the first thing we should be grateful for is the fact that we even have the luxury of not having time to be grateful!  So, I could go through a litany of things, people and experiences that I am grateful for, but since this blog is about running, I will try to focus on that today.  I was supposed to be heading out to Big Bend this weekend for the 50K race they have out there every year.  It is a super fun weekend with great friends, lots of laughs, much drinking, and a beautiful course through the enormous and beautiful Big Bend park  (admittedly rather than relishing the moments last year, I spent the vast majority of my time on the course being obsessively paranoid about mountain lions).  I wasn't ready to "race" the 50K this year, but I wanted to show up to stay "consistent" with my commitment and to see some really great (and HILARIOUS) friends who all go out to run this race.  About mid-week my husband got super busy at work and it just didn't look like the 8-10 hour drive (depending on how much law breaking we were going to be doing) was going to happen.  I have to admit, I was a little bummed although feeling a little less anxious about all the planning and arranging that goes into leaving 3 kids for 4 days too - total mixed bag.  I was telling one of my very best girlfriends about the change of plans and that I would just run with my usual crew on Saturday to get a semi-long run in, finishing out Week 3 with around 50 miles.  Her response:  "You are are very lucky your legs allow you to do that kind of mileage; my legs would hate me."  She's right, I am very lucky, not just that I can go from low mileage to some relatively decent mileage, but that I can (meaning I am ABLE) to run at all.  I saw a woman on the trail today with a prosthetic leg.  She was out there getting it done like a BOSS!  So, today, I am taking a few minutes out of my morning to truly be grateful for the gifts of today -  I am grateful for the fact that I didn't have to wake up at 4am to run long this morning; that I had 2 funny, story-telling friends to entertain me for a little over 15 miles this morning; that the sun was shinning and the weather was ridiculously gorgeous; that I will spend time with my husband today (alone - a rarity!); that I have a mother that is young and energetic enough to take care of 3 kids while I spend time with my husband; and for the fact that I have the luxury of sitting here with my coffee taking a few minutes out of my day to even think about these things...

                                          The Guys - Big Bend 50K - January 2013

Balance - An Urban Myth

For at least the last two decades (maybe more) we have seen this concept of finding "balance" bounced around - mainly by and directed to women, but that's not what I am focusing on here.  As the theory goes, with the right amount of balance in your life you can not only have it ALL, but can be happy while you are having it all.  I have always thought this was just plain ridiculous and still do.  Talk about unrealistic goals!  In the world of balance, I should be able to commit to a consistent running program, meet my nutrition goals, be a competent and successful attorney, be a loving wife, great friend, wonderful cook, raise children who will go out into the world and make it a better place and serve my community -- all I need to do is figure out how to "balance" these interests daily, weekly, monthly, yearly -- problem solved!  As if each of these things can be broken up on a scale in a magical and equitable way so that the scale is perfectly centered.  Because at the end of the day what we really mean by "balance" is equality.  If I work all day, I need to find equal time with my children and husband that very same day.  If I go for a 2 hour run and go into work late, then I need to stay 2 hours later to make that up.  Otherwise, the "balance" in our life disappears and we have failed in some way.  Unfortunately, life is not that neat and tidy.  If you have a client call you at 4pm who needs something the next day, you may have to forgo dinner with your family or your after work run to get that project done.  If you have a newborn baby, good luck keeping all your balls equitably flying in the air.  I fully recognized the year that I ran so much that I was LUCKY to have the opportunity to commit to something that big.  I was in a "due diligence" phase of starting my own practice, my children were small enough that they didn't even realize I ran at all (in fact on my Mother's Day card that year my children listed my hobbies as: napping and eating Kit Kats...nice), getting up at obscene hours of the morning (I met a friend at 1am to run 30 miles before he went to work once) didn't bug me because I didn't have to be "on" by any certain time of the day and I had a group of other nutty people who were doing the very same thing.  After I ran Leadville, I put 100% of the energy that I had put into running for the last several years (particularly that year) into starting my own law practice.  There was no "balance" in either of these situations, but that was o.k.  Sometimes laser focus serves us well - we shouldn't feel bad about it.  Week 3 of trying to stay "consistent" with a traveling husband and so many other obligations has really brought this to the forefront for me.  I will worry less about balance and more about trying to be great at a few things and be alright with just getting by with the others....those things that take center stage will change from week to week, month to month and year to year...that's where you find the balance.

Awesomeness!

So, a friend of mine sent around an email at the beginning of the year that was essentially about taking time out while you are experiencing something really cool (like for instance running through the largest ditch on earth, otherwise known as the Grand Canyon) to recognize how "awesome" that experience is while you are actually in it.  How rare is it that any of us EVER take time to do that?  No matter what we are doing  - running, working, spending time with friends, cleaning house, eating, drinking, you name it...chances are, we are all thinking about what's coming next.  What we need to do next, what we want to do next, what we have to do next....It's so easy to live in the future rather than the present.  I know this is one of my personal flaws.  I can't make it through the first 2 minutes of my day (that's probably a generous estimate) before I have the entire next 12 hours (minimum) planned out methodically in my head.  What would it be like to just wake up and actually think about how good my coffee smells and tastes?  Or actually talk to my children during breakfast rather than multitasking to get to the next thing to get them out of the door to school?  To go for a run and NOT be planning the rest of the runs for the week, month, year?  It would be AWESOME...so that is why I am adopting my friend's mantra and making this the year of Awesomeness (and consistency of course)!  I plan to be awesome by being present (as much as is humanly possible for me (remember setting reachable goals is key) - I have had 39 years of type-A behaviors and have a bit of OCD) and in finding something awesome no matter what the circumstances.  

                                               Top of Mount Elbert (14,400 Feet)

                                                       June 2011 - Awesomeness!

                                    

Sometimes Fate Intervenes

Lethargic, grumpy, exhausted from a long week and weekend of sick kids, a busy social calendar and work....these are the feelings I had when I woke up this morning.  Immediately I began my plot to ditch my run.  I slowly made it through the morning routine of preparing a hot breakfast for kids, making lunches, getting them out of the door for school and answering a few work emails, and then I had to decide - was I going to go for my run or not? Technically, according to my own self-imposed plan, I only have to run 5 days a week.  Maybe this should just be my day off since I have ZERO pep in my step and I have an extremely busy day ahead of me (these are of course all the reasons you should run and you should make that run happen in the early morning hours in the dark before you have time to go through this rationalizing process - otherwise known as bailing).  I decided on middle ground, packed a bag with clothes (just in case) and headed to the office.  I was planning on skipping lunch since I was about 99.9% sure I was never going to use that gym bag today, but then it occurred to me that I should go to Whole Foods and find a "magic pill" for the mood that I was in.  After all, Whole Foods has everything, I was sure there was some supplement for "super cranky, lethargic, exhausted women" - all I needed to do was go look.  I have heard on more than one occasion from friends how much they hate Whole Foods - mainly because they can never find parking.  I have always, always been able to find parking, no matter when I go (weekends, weekdays, lunch time, off times, etc.) and not only parking, but good parking.  So, today in the aforementioned mood that I was in, it was only appropriate that I circled the parking garage and found NO parking!  With crankiness jacked up about 100% at this point, I decided I would circle one more time and if I didn't find any parking, I guess I would be forced to go to the gym - since it was less than a block away.  Well, as the fates would have it, no parking second time around.  So, whether I wanted to or not, I ended up in my workout clothes at the gym at the end of it all.  Did I get a run in today - No.  But, I did get off of my butt and do something and when I was done, I was in a much, much better mood even without the "magic pill."

The Juice Cleanse

Even though they have been around for a long time, this year seems to be the year of the Juice Cleanse!  It seems like everyone I know is either on it, was on it or is getting on it!  That includes me….I have been one of the many clients on more than one occasion, most recently after the Christmas holiday when my skinny jeans looked more like "jeggings" than actual jeans after indulging too much in wine and food and yes, not running.  Let me clarify at the outset that I am not a nutritionist, do not play one on t.v., have zero credentials in the area of health and nutrition…I am an attorney, which in no way qualifies me to have an opinion on this topic, but maybe because I am attorney I do!  

So, back to the post-Christmas tight-fitting jeans drama….why wouldn't you try it?  "Jump start" your system…….lose 5 pounds instantly....and the best part....you are encouraged NOT to exercise because you won't have enough energy!  Little work - lots of reward!  Sign me up!  So, a few days after Christmas, in desperation, I got online and signed up for another juice cleanse.  The next day, I picked up my $200 worth of "fresh cold pressed juice" (I love the way we have come up with such a fancy and exclusive way to say - hey, we squeezed some oranges in a bottle a few hours ago) -- 18 bottles to be exact.  As I started home it occurred to me that I didn't actually look at the nutritional content on the bottles of this particular cleanse.  What I was most interested in was the sugar content, because knowing me and my commitment issues, I would be using this juice as a supplement in less than 24 hours.  Yes, I should have done my due diligence prior to buying $200 worth of juice, but desperation leads to bad results.  Anyway, when I did get around to researching the nutritional values, I found out that each of the bottles had over 20 grams of sugar in them (that's over 120 grams of sugar a day for 3 days!!).  That's A LOT of sugar -- way over the recommended amount and way too much if you are using the juice as a "supplement" (now , I don't want all the actual nutritionists reading this to go nuts...I get that this is at least not processed sugar, so in some way better for me, but either way you slice it - 120 grams is too much).  The caloric intake for each bottle was between 110-130 calories, so basically if you only drink the juice you are limiting your calories to around 660 calories a day.  Of course you will lose weight!  You could accomplish the same results with one Big Mac a day at 700 calories.  In fact, a man just lost 37 pounds and lowered his cholesterol after eating McDonald's for 90 days! (www.kcci.com/news/central-iowa/science-teacher-creates-documentary-based-on-mcdonalds-diet/-/9357080/23750942/-/w7swjt/-/index.html) Again, I'm not advocating you eat McDonald's everyday and I'm not saying there is no value in a juice cleanse or drinking some fancy "cold pressed juice."  It's just not the "magic" bullet that we all want it (maybe need it) to be.  With this information in hand, I decided that I wasn't up for another go at the juice cleanse.  Plus, I really wasn't interested in giving up my coffee for three days either.....and yes, I've read caffeine is the number one drug in America - I'm ok with that, let's solve one problem at a time.  Now, the real issue became, what to do with all of this juice?!?  I convinced my husband it was good for him (he's super thin and fit so a little extra sugar wouldn't hurt him a bit), traded my kids a few juices for their other sugary vices of the day and then froze the rest thinking that maybe someone would drink them eventually....

We are all looking for a fast, easy solution to meet our exercise/diet/weight loss goals.  In the words of a very good friend of mine, "stop those stupid fad diets and just run, the rest will take care of itself."  He's right, it always does.  There is no easy way out...make a commitment and "the rest will take care of itself."  

Friends - You Need Them!

Sometimes it's nice to turn up your tunes or just completely space out on a solo run, but I find it's much easier to make it through your workout with friends.  I was thrilled to have the company of two of my friends on my run this morning...both very talented ultra-runners.  My goal was to keep them talking so that I could manage my breathing around the 7 mile loop.  I have ran with the same group of people since 2010 (and some longer than that) - these guys are hardcore.  They all regularly run 50-100 mile races and they have managed to stay "consistent" throughout the time that I have known them.  They are not only great people, they are also all really great runners.  It has always been my school of thought that if you want to be a better runner (whatever that means for you: faster, longer, etc.) then run with people who are better runners than you.  If you don't have any friends who run, join a group.  It is definitely worth the expense -- you will meet friends, have people available 24/7 who are actually interested in things like PRs, nutrition, socks, best shoes, chaffing, etc., and more importantly you have accountability.  As I ran with my friends this morning I made my attempts to convince them that I was re-committed to showing up for our runs.  The sarcasm oozed out of their responses to me; but I get that - you have to EARN your way back into a group like mine.  I'm up for the challenge!  So, go call up your friends, make new friends or if all else fails - buy some by joining a group!  

                                                           Grand Canyon R2R2R 

                                        (sadly my buddies this morning not pictured here)

The Bargaining Begins!

Wow, that didn't take long!  The bargaining began even earlier than expected this time around...when my alarm went off this morning, I looked at my phone - 23 degrees....while moderate for some, I'm a native Texan and that is just flipping cold in my book....maybe I should run later in the day, surely it will warm up?  Turn on the news and hear "highs in the 30s"....so much for that idea.  So, the weather was one reason I should not hit the trail today, I am sure there are some other really good reasons...let's see, my husband is in balmy South America hunting, so I need to get three kids up, dressed, fed, lunches packed and all to school in time (he usually handles the drop off in the mornings) for the first day back after a two week break (they will be fun to wake up), I have several work deadlines looming, I know my phone will be ringing off the hook since it's the first full week of the new year, I need to go to the bank and again, it's really, really, really cold.  Those all seem like well thought out reasons to bail today.  I'm still running through this list as I go through the motions this morning and finally decide to at least put my running clothes on for school drop off.  On the way to school, in my super warm car, drinking my super warm coffee, my 7 year old daughter says, "Mom, do you think I should go to riding lessons tonight since it's so cold?"  Secretly I want her to say she doesn't want to go, then I don't have to sit outside in the cold for 2 hours and also manage two 8 year old boys who are complaining for 2 hours about the cold and having to watch their sister ride horses...but I say, "That's up to you, what do you think?"  "Yeah, I'm going to go.  You know, I'm addicted to riding, Mom."  In that instant it seemed clear...of course I was going to go get my run in this morning regardless of all the other reason why I shouldn't.  In a split second, my daughter reminded me that you have to not only be committed to do something, but passionate about what you are committed to do.  I spent most of 2009 doing marathon training in the cold and rain - it never once occurred to me to skip a workout.  So, with a windshield of between 9-15 degrees this morning, I slowly made my way around the 7 mile loop and tried to rekindle my passion.  

Consistency - What's That?

So, this blog is about staying consistent in 2014, but what does it mean to be consistent?  Fortunately, different things for different people.  For most of us, it doesn't mean committing to running 7 days a week (although I do have super-human friends who can pull this off).  I have tried this approach and I fail every...single....time.  I can make it 8-10 days and then I am DONE and I don't lace up again for weeks sometimes.  This is not a good plan for success!  Don't set yourself up for failure.  Be reasonable and HONEST about what your capable of at this particular point.  It doesn't mean the definition cannot change down the road as you work up to more mileage or days of running.  So, for me at this point in my life, consistency means running at least 5 days a week.  If I manage to get in more, great, but I won't beat myself up if I only can run 5 days.  I started this week off last Saturday, between last Saturday and this Saturday (technically I shouldn't get to count both in my "week" for running but whatever, it's my blog :)) I ran 50 miles in 6 days, nothing less than 7 and finished out today with a 12 mile medium long run.  Now, the real test comes next week and the week after...it's always easy to be motivated the first week of anything "new" you start.  I thought about this on my run today.  It's hard to implement a new workout program/running program no matter if it's the first time ever or you are getting back in the saddle.  I hurt at mile 2 of my 12 mile run today.  I had zero "pep" in my step, no friends to entertain me and dead legs from earlier mileage in the week.  The work is the same for all of us.  It's not easy.  Isn't that the point though?  If it were easy, if it didn't hurt, if there was no challenge involved, then we wouldn't waste our time doing it at all.  The pain makes us better.  It's hard to convince yourself of that at the time, but it's the truth.  I am certain One Republic was not talking about running with the lyrics "everything that kills me makes me feel alive," but it sure does fit.  Now, go lace up your shoes!

I started a blog in 2010 entitled "A Year of Ultrarunning."  By started, I mean that I signed up on google and created a title for the blog.  I regret now that I never posted anything on that blog, because that year was definitely worth memorializing.  Between August 2010 and August 2011, I ran 2800 miles.  I ran 7 races - 3 of which were 50 milers (1 at altitude), set a marathon PR at Boston (3:05) and finished out my year with the Leadville Trail 100 mile race.  Since then, I have raced a 50K at Big Bend, managed to make it through (just barely) the Grand Canyon Rim to Rim to Rim and have had the privilege of pacing two very good friends in their own 100 mile races for 30-40 miles (Leadville and Rocky Raccoon).  What I have done more of though is register for races, pay and no-show (Leadville 50, Boston, NYC Marathon, to name a few) and commit one day to meet friends only to bail on them at 4am or 5am the next morning via text.  (As an aside, I think the advent of texting has severely hindered our ability to commit -- it is so easy to bail at the last minute with technology now.  15 years ago when I started running, if you didn't show up to a run you had committed to, you would probably have lost a friend or two after leaving them running solo in the dark and cold.)  The only thing I have been consistent about is not being consistent!  I have had all of the same excuses that I used to really give people grief about a few years ago (e.g. kids, work, other activities, too tired, etc.) for not getting up consistently when my alarm went off between 4am-5am.  That was my favorite and the one I thought I could really convince people to agree with me on -- what normal person gets up that early everyday!!?!?  The bottom line is that we all have our "stuff."  I have a friend who has a newborn and he is barely getting any sleep, yet, he is consistent.  He shows up every morning and he runs.  He runs because he knows his day will be better if he does.  He knows he will be a better father and husband and that he will be more productive at work.  He doesn't make excuses - he just does it.  I have two other friends who were just diagnosed with some form of cancer and less than a week after they each had a procedure, they both knocked out 30 (yes - THIRTY) miles.  The "stuff" is going to still be there whether you run or you miss your run.  I know that it is easier to deal with the "stuff" after a run - even if that means waking up at 4am.  I know when I don't get up I worry about that run all day.  So, I am committed to being consistent in 2014 - because running not only makes me a better runner, but it makes me a better person.  No matter what your fitness level - if you have ran 100 miles or have never ran 1 mile - it's the same for all of us - it's not easy, but it's well worth it.  So, in the words of Nike - Just Do It!

Leadville Training Camp - June 2011 - The Crew (Me, David, Carrie, Ken Choubler, Sydney, John and Jason)